The only time I’ve felt worse than this is when my grandad passed away.

What do you do when the job you’ve been dreaming of for over 4 years tells you that you don’t have the potential to become a transformational teacher? I have wanted TFA for so long and I did so much to prepare for it and I get a flat out no. Meanwhile, one of my summer coworkers who did NOTHING got it, as well as the most annoying and obnoxious person on staff. COOL LIFE.

For once in my life, I have no plan and I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.